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where can I turn for peace?
where is my solace
when other sources cease
to make me whole?


when with a wounded heart,
anger, or malice
I draw myself apart,
searching my soul?


where, when my aching grows,
where, when I languish,
where, in my need to know,
where can I run?


where is the quiet hand
to calm my anguish?
who, who can understand?
He, only One


He answers privately,
reaches my reaching
in my Gethsemane,
Savior and friend.


gentle the peace he finds
for my beseeching.
constant He is, and kind
love without end.

please bless someone will sing this with me.

i love this hymn.

sometimes it's exactly what  i need to hear.

elephants, tigers, and peacocks, oh my!

 these are elephants
dari, christie, and zuri
so cool

 some sleepy tigers
taking naps in the shade

but the coolest bit of all
this peacock was just wandering about the zoo
just being pretty and stuff.

my music wish list

the les miserables complete symphonic recording.

every note of les miserables.

yes.

the original french concept album.

les miserables in french.

enough said.

both mika albums.

and the new one when it comes out next year.

queen's greatest hits.

even though it doesn't have bohemian rhapsody.

which is odd.

I need this.  so much.  I have a thing for lyrics.

and josiah's lyrics are incredible.  it's perfect.

however dark and disgusting and twisted this story may be

the music is phenomenal.  I think that's why I like it.

sondheim is a genius.

I know one of her songs really well.  but just the one.

(comme des enfants)

however, I completely adore it.

I don't think I need to understand what she's saying

(she's french.  everyone always demands "do you even know what she's singing?!")

to love her music.

this is my music wish list.

it's kind of a stretch, but ...

there's something I love about owning an album.

iTunes is great and all,

but I don't think it compares to

owning the album

seeing the artwork 

and choosing a cd for going on a drive

instead of just plugging in your iPod and putting it on shuffle.

I love music. 

sometimes I just want to share it with everyone.

I don't think being deaf would be so bad

except for the fact that I wouldn't be able to hear

music.

the world is beautiful.

we had a lesson on the creation a few weeks ago in institute.
I love the world.
one of the things I'm most scared of is not ever seeing enough of it.
I've been to a handful of states, and our lesson on the creation made me realize that the amount of the world I have actually seen is tiny.

and that really freaked me out.

I spent the past week in a place with no mountains.  It was flat and green and beautiful, just beautiful in a different way than I'm used to.

then I came home to my mountains.

I don't think I've ever really appreciated them before, as they've always been there.

they are truly beautiful.

(I secretly want to hug them.  I missed them that much.)

God is a phenomenal artist.

oh hey. let's shoot fire into the sky. that's a good idea.

a really great idea.

-google images.  might be my best friend

i love the 4th.  a lot.  fireworks might be one of my favorite things ever.

i think gold against a black sky is breathtaking.

i don't think i can say anymore about it.

i don't think words do it justice.

so just enjoy the picture.

and go watch some fireworks.

it's fine, I'll just pretend...

"love isn't finding a perfect person

it's finding an imperfect person, and seeing them

perfectly."

oh, rolfe.  we fall for him every single time,

but then he breaks our hearts.

every

single

time.

so. don't judge me. 

this is one of my favorite movies of all time.

and aww ...they're so in love.

marius&eponine

"if he asked, I'd be his"

-les miserables

"and at last I see the light, and it's like the fog has lifted

and at last I see the light, and it's like the sky is new

all at once, everything looks different, now that I see you."

-tangled

dear tangled,

you break my heart a little more every time I watch you.

so how come I can't stop?

love, me



"we are all a little weird.  and life is a little weird.

and eventually, we will find someone whose weirdness

matches our own.  and then we join up in mutual weirdness

and call it love."

-image from keith urban's "better life" video.  I don't really know how I'm supposed to credit these things.  I get most of my photos from google images...

someday, I'll be married in a castle like this.

because true love stories

never have endings.

dear marius,

find me ...soon

love,

your cosette

love is ... not what the movies make it out to be

you think it is

being in love is the greatest feeling in the world

I promise.  nothing is better.

you think everything is perfect.

then life smacks you in the face.

sometimes, love stories just make me sick.

or they make me bitter and angry

but all the time

they make me go "aww...."

all the time, they make me smile.

all the time, I sort of like to pretend that it's me in the stories

and imagine that life is perfect.

what can I say?

i love love.

and someday, I hope I find it again.



peter pan. love.

"when the first baby laughed for the first time
its laugh broke into a thousand pieces
and they all went skipping about
and that was the beginning of fairies"

"never say goodbye because goodbye

means going away, and going away

means forgetting."

"you know that place between sleeping and awake,

that place where you can still remember dreaming?

that's where I'll always think of you."

"Dreams do come true, if only we wish hard enough.

you can have anything in life if you will sacrifice

everything else for it."

"those who bring sunshine to the lives of others

cannot keep it from themselves."

"God gave us memory so that we might have roses in december."

"if you have it [love], you don't need to have anything else,

and if you don't have it,

it doesn't matter much what else you have."

"young boys should never be sent to bed.

they always wake up a day older."

(just freddie highmore breaking my heart. no

big deal...)

this week, I had a movie night with my sisters.  We rented pride and prejudice and finding neverland.

I have always loved peter pan.

I remember watching the disney movie when I was a wee small child.

now that I'm a grownup, I find the story truly magical.  It has everything an adventure needs.

mermaids, pirates, indians, fairies....

and the quotes are truly perfect.  It always has and always will be one of my favorite stories.

I love it.

[quotes by the brilliant JM Barrie]